The outpouring of responses, advice and personal stories on my post asking for exactly that have been, as titled, overwhelmingly awesome. I've read through most and will continue too.
I swear to God or whoever you swear to they have already helped. Some people like meetings, some drive or motivation. I need people telling me that what I'm going to attempt is possible. I lean heavily on that. I do t have much of a support system. That's my support.
Thank you again guys SOOOO much!
I will respond to some tomorrow and update as I progress along this journey. Good night friends